Jesus Take The Wheel

Its early morning and im crying over this song...crazy me.

CARRIE UNDERWOOD LYRICS

Jesus Take The Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road
I'm onJesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road
I'm onFrom this road
I'm onJesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

I dnt know about you guys but if given a choice amongst all places in the philippines, I would choose baguio over everything. Love Baguio. Here are some pics taken on my trip last Dec 9 and Dec 22.

Econnectasia Xmas Party at Legend Villas

super super super inis na ako, yoko ng ganito!

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. naiinis ako, anu ang rason? ewan, kung alam ko di ako naiinis ng ga nito! naiinis ako. i hurt for no reason? sobrang sobra na toh....jujujuju, ang gulo ko. i want to sleep na lang at magising next year na pag wala na to....bakit ngayon pa? naiinis ako!!! ang dami kong gustong gawin, dio ko magawa!!!

I'll will be off to baguio bukas, baguio nanaman, kakagaling ko lang dun ah! letse, ayoko na dun pero ayoko sa bahay,ayaw ko ng away. go baguio, kung saan pwedeng magpalamig, magpaalis ng inis, kung saan walang nakakakilala sakin, kung saan wala akong makakaaway, kung saan wala akong pag seselosan, kung saan walang nagpapaalam, kung saan di ako masasaktan at di ako makakasakit, kung saan di ako maiinsecure, kung saan tunay na malamig ang pasko, kung saan aarrgggghhh, bakit!

bring me sanity or dnt let me live at all! im so fuckin tired of all this. arrgggghhhh

Charice Pempengco - amazing voice

Charice Pempengco - amazing voice


Youtube Charice Pempengco Videos
http://youtube.com/watch?v=AnlOCN67kUk

shortcut to my frenster account

http://profiles.friendster.com/6460225

pics at 26

Bday Pics

Pom baby Maurice

I initially named him Gabby for Gabriel. But my mom wants him named Maurice so Maurice it is. Cute!!!

My birthdays is coming. I feel so lonely. Im gonna be a year older again and yet has accomplished nothing. I just hope and pray that I get a baby this year and my own toy dog. Something that I can focus on and could give me happiness. Something to give my life direction and worth. I have not been doinggood lately, frustrations with job, family, friends and relationship kicking in. This isnt good at all. I feel like a candle burning and is nearing its root, the light i have given aint even enough to lead myself to the right path. all there is are tears of pain and suffering. I feel that i am unable to focus, so inefficient at work and so incable of loving and be loved.

This was the pics taken last year.
I dont even remember what i wished for when I blew the candle, and whatever it was, I dont think it came true this year. I think I wrote it on my blog last year but unfortunately my birthday blog was deleted.

The man who has loved me and never left me even on my darkest moments. I'll always be beautiful in my fathers eyes. Love you Papa!

"Extraordinary"

MANDY MOORE LYRICS
"Extraordinary"

I was a bay tree
Quiet and unseen
I lived in stories but inside I kept a mystery
I was a starling
Nobody's darling
Flying in perfect circles just for company

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary
A midnight airplane
A window blowing
I know I am another sparkle in the sky
I shine on copper
Still undiscovered
But you might see me in the corner of your eye

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

Waking up to wake up someday
I am my own parade
Stopping off at a sidewalk cafe
Wind is playing in the trees
Kick up confetti leaves
Seems as if it's all to say

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

i was trying to view this for sometime now as Herb has created this on his friendster account. But whenever i try viewing it on his page, all I can see are html codes and not the slideshow. so i copied the link and posted it here and....surprise, here we are :

arrrrrghhhhhhh!!!!

After a long while, i can see it coming
in the events has taken their course
it has conquered me with no exception
no teardrop seen to end it all
as it has just begun and surfacing
my heart nearing its tomb, quite and doomed
sadness poisoning, killing all emotions ive invested

unfinished....

Heaven

This is my description of heaven. Undeniably sacred moments which drives to sanctity of thy exisitance.

Of my lifetime, never have i felt passionate, tender affection till there was him.

Feels so Real, So Serene

kill time

http://arcade.com
http://dragongamez.com
http://missd200y.spaces.live.com/

BULACAN

CIUDAD CLEMENTINN RESORT Bulacan
here are some pictures taken from our team get together where Miss Gay Dish was held.


















click here to see more!!!

August 5, 2007

Where heaven meets earth, I found you. The missing part of my hearts puzzle completing my existence. Being with you frees me of all the weight and pain in life. One month mahal, this means a lot to me. Knowing that no matter what is done at the end of day, you won't change your mind, it's only wanting what's best for me and the relationship. Your heart has been merged with marriage; our souls that have been merged is fate. I wont let you go and I will be here for you always. Always mahal. I love you.

Antipolo Team Get Together

I cant contain how i feel right now, its like a volcano na gustong sumabog sa tuwa ant sama ng loob, knowing that i love someone so much. someone sensitive enough who understands me, someone whos always there to comfort me, someone whose there loving me.

Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ang gulo ng tadhana, to even have let us meet at the wrong time. Minsan Im thinking what the heck, i love him and he loves me and thats what matters. pero most of the time, it hurts so bad to know that i cant even meet him in public, it seems like isa itong napakagandang pakiramdam na di maaaring malaman ng ibang tao. Who should i please, myself or people around me? I want to be happy, I want us to be happy. I really want it, i think im going crazy right now. I cant even contain my tears.

My friend doesnt agree with this realtionship, my family wont aswell kapag nalaman nila. same with his situation. Hes got kids to protect and a wife to hide it to. but how can something so wrong feels so right? I swear to God Ive never felt this before with my exs. I dnt want to lose him now, God knows I cant lose him now or cause hindi ko kakayanin. Hindi.

I would rather lose myself inlove than to lose him and stand upon what people are expecting of me, he made me believe that i can love again inspite of all the hardships of my past and my kakulangan as a woman. I dnt care what other people would say, basta nandyan sya sa tabi ko.

Hindi rin maalis sa sarili ko ang sobrang selos and takot knowing that anytime I could lose him when his wife goes fort and reconcile to keep the family together. All i can say is hindi ko kayang mawala sya sakin ngayon, hinding hindi. Lord, I know i have not been in contact with you lately but please, please, please. I cant lose him. I just cant.

when fate locks the door, i went through the window and found you, a broken soul same as mine, together we become one. with strings attached, im glad to accept.
as rules separates us miles apart, thy heart would be just a minute away, if id be alowed to have someone, id still pick you amogst everyone. i may not touch you when i want to, nor hold your hands in public as we walk, but now i love you and you love me, thats what matters, im not letting you go.

momentary madness

its so funny how ever good you try to be, one mistake you make could change your whole world. if only i could bring back time. if only.

im so not in the mood?!

someone is in big trouble! she woke me up, kept me up , and then for what? just to let me know that hey my head aches and i cant make it?! arrghgh...!

Things to do :

*Me and Jen would wanna go to Bulacan and visit Barasoain Curch, when? I dont know. Perhaps in the near future.
*Me and Jen wants to go to Baguio, when? in two months I guess.
*Me and Jen wants to visit my province, Bicol, when? when given 3 days off in a row.
*Me and Jen would want to go on a food galore, when? when we stop thinking that were fat.
*mmm...whatelse?

i opened my internet browser and saw at the main page top 10 gifts for fathers day.i suddenly remembered my father and tears flooded. I hope hes proud of me wherever he is. i cant imagine it been more than a year since he left us. i cant help but think what ifs. if he was here, i would have bought something for himthis fathers day. its so funny how we take people dear to us for granted and miss them so much that it breaks your heart into tiny pieces when they have left you. i miss my father a lot. and if there is something, i hope he is proud of me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KeWreXoL8I

check my papa Ross play his thing!

Hurt

This song is lovingly dedicated to my late Father whose birthday is upcoming. I love you Papa. Your in my heart ALWAYS.

"Hurt"


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

living in a dream, waking up in nightmare

my heart shouts for thy name
i long for you i adore you so
we talk, we walk and we stay up till dawn
i dream of you with eyes wide shot
i get shiver with the thought of you
it gets me so high as i dream
being wrapped around your arms
the scent of you that makes me give in
waking up with you beside me
thats my definition of heaven
but when my eyes opened i saw
the bold reality that cant be undone
your in her arms, chick to chick
you look so happy, now where was I
im just somebody who lives in a dream
that someday somehow fate will twist
and you'll look at me same way you do to her

March 07

I dont wanna have a heart

when my heartaches end, would i still have a heart?
a heart that used to laugh, to fly and to loveharden by miseries, lies and deceptionwhen the heartaches gone, broken pieces is what’s left behindan anguish, in depth sorrow wanting to end it allbearable physical pain, heart torment intolerablei dnt wanna have a heart in the event that pain is all it bringstricked by emotions that easily gives ini dont wanna have a heart w/c is meant to be broken

i remain

Succumb to fear I remain
Moving to a direction that I am more scared of
As I desire for happiness, the more sorrow I get
Pulling me down like in league with gravity
I holler at the top of my lungs to see an end to this
But every second, every minute, a part of me dies
Dies together with time with no turning back

As listless hearts gets broken I remain
Holding a fire in my hand ready to throw for my sweet revenge
But he never came so I’m still hurting
All the pains kept inside keeps on burning
As the heat runs towards my vain, the ruining force continue
As I not only bring pain to my fellows but to thy self the most

I love you is such a sweet word but it doesn’t even rhyme with forever?
And cause of it I’ve long been dead, a walking, and talking, breathing stone
Made hard as time goes by, I remain

this song is to all our Xs who has screwed up...well look whos empty handed.

click me : lyrics of BEYONCE KNOWLES' IRREPLACEABLE.

With the purest thoughts i move on feeling the world has turned upside down, I built my world with a strong emotional bond but i guess im wrong. And all this proves it. I loved a venomous snake, now it has deadly bitten me. I run to him and hugs him everytime i feel down, and i didnt know he was just there watching me, studying, strategizing, learning, reading every actions and emotional outputs I make. He knows me well, well enough to kill me softly with his sharp teeth and venomous fangs. Nothing went wrong with a perfect plan, but Im still here. Most of teh time I think of quiting, I know theres a big world out there for me, I dont need him. But if I stray along the hill, somewhere there there will be another one that can bite the the dust.

SOMEDAY

Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere Even if I can't
I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for youI know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about youYou'll see, I
won't even miss youSomeday, someday
But now, I know you can tellI'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tearsThey will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye


'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place,
One day, I'll forget about youYou'll see,
I won't even miss youSomeday,
I know someone's gonna be there
Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about youYou'll see,
I won't even miss youSomeday, someday

listen tru : http://www.tristancafe.com/music/flash/someday_nina.html