i remain

Succumb to fear I remain
Moving to a direction that I am more scared of
As I desire for happiness, the more sorrow I get
Pulling me down like in league with gravity
I holler at the top of my lungs to see an end to this
But every second, every minute, a part of me dies
Dies together with time with no turning back

As listless hearts gets broken I remain
Holding a fire in my hand ready to throw for my sweet revenge
But he never came so I’m still hurting
All the pains kept inside keeps on burning
As the heat runs towards my vain, the ruining force continue
As I not only bring pain to my fellows but to thy self the most

I love you is such a sweet word but it doesn’t even rhyme with forever?
And cause of it I’ve long been dead, a walking, and talking, breathing stone
Made hard as time goes by, I remain