i opened my internet browser and saw at the main page top 10 gifts for fathers day.i suddenly remembered my father and tears flooded. I hope hes proud of me wherever he is. i cant imagine it been more than a year since he left us. i cant help but think what ifs. if he was here, i would have bought something for himthis fathers day. its so funny how we take people dear to us for granted and miss them so much that it breaks your heart into tiny pieces when they have left you. i miss my father a lot. and if there is something, i hope he is proud of me.