is it the rain again? do i blame it again on the weather man? I just cant help but feel this way, ever so often. i was told to keep myself busy and that what ive been doing, but i just cant help but feel lonely. i dnt know what i want anymore. i dont know anymore. Im just going with whatever comes my way right now. with no nothing to hold on to. i know i will regret this but i have no other options but get by with the big waves that goes my way. pero sana lang, pls, ayoko na maging malungkot o maging dahilan ng kalungkutan ng iba.