going solo

Its been like more than a month since I moved out. May 30 it was when I transferred to my new home. I wanted to go solo so I can learn how to do it on my own without having my mom to do things for me when I’m at home. So far, I can say its fun to be alone, magastos lang nga. My agents would normally quote me as barat or kuripot. With the way things are going now, I have to be kuripot really, financially I’m not that stable. I have a lot of obligations and to mention a few, I have a family in to support in Santolan, the housing in Santolan, the pag ibig house we took at San Mateo, my internet, my phone bill, my rent in my new house, my own electricity and water bill and to top it all, my credit card bill which goes 7thou monthly on my citi, ouch. I cant even save anymore. Living alone, I’m thinking the city has made me a hard person. Yet if I stay out, it could make me too soft too. Never the less, this is what I am now. I’m afraid that if this continues, I might turn out to be a horrible person, no relationship might last because of me worrying about money at all time. I don’t want to be this person, If only I could be financially stable, but I’m not. So all boils down to budgeting. Sorry guys, as much as I want to treat you like I used to before when I still handle a team, I just couldn’t now a days.