I kinda browse at Herbs friendster today. And I saw something that touched the very heart of mine. A fathers day card. Fathers day didn’t really matter to me thinking my father is dead and I wasn’t on my emo mode last June 15. It just went by with me shrugging shoulder out of people celebrating it. I didnt even remember greeting Herb that day. I totally forgot that he’s a father of 3 too. The I saw a card, a card that expresses their love to my beloved Herb. A card filled with emotions, thanking my Herb for his sacrifices and love. I cant help but think, ito ang pamilyang muntik ko na masira. Ang mga anak na muntik ko na maagawan ng ama. I can only careless about his wife, but the kids, poor kids if we’ve been selfish. Pano sila??? Herb has made me swear not to enter in this kind of relationship again when we parted. Now I swear for myself, I will not engage myself in that kind of relationship anymore. I will not. But I love him, I still love him and will always love him.