Its been raining lately, makes me think a lot again, think of senseless fears. A few more years and I’m out of the calendar. I’m at the point where if a stranger asks me to marry in a hallway, Id say yes. Lolz. Nah Kidding, not that desperate. Its just that I feel like somewhere out there there’s a man I’m supposed to marry and I didn’t get to him first. He’s got a wife and a kid and now I’m thinking someone else has married my husband. Or is it that I’m just another home wrecker who expected too much out of a forbidden love.

One thing I could say is he’s my ultimate love. A love that no one can match. Situation has it so I’m moving on. I guess this is the end of the line for us. JC and I kinda getting to know each other more each . I’m still not so sure if this will work but heck I guess well see.