I miss my Mau Mau a lot, so cute and cudly. He has not changed a bit, hes still so makulit.

A promise of love that lasts a lifetime. Gives me the chill even just looking at it.

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE
(When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)Y

ou're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night
(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

Went out today with a smile on my face, but that smile soon faded as I realize that I’m dining out alone, again, asking the waiter table for one please, sitting there waiting for my order like an idiot talking to no one as the crowd passes by. No one cares where I go, no one cares what I do. As the day goes by I realize, I only got one text message for day, and that’s from my mom. Heck, WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me, I shouldn’t get affected by these anymore. I used to say im ready to grow old alone. Why this drama? Arrrggghhhh, I don’t feel like going to work today, I so don’t feel like it but i got to. Got no option. I have to.

Its been raining lately, makes me think a lot again, think of senseless fears. A few more years and I’m out of the calendar. I’m at the point where if a stranger asks me to marry in a hallway, Id say yes. Lolz. Nah Kidding, not that desperate. Its just that I feel like somewhere out there there’s a man I’m supposed to marry and I didn’t get to him first. He’s got a wife and a kid and now I’m thinking someone else has married my husband. Or is it that I’m just another home wrecker who expected too much out of a forbidden love.

One thing I could say is he’s my ultimate love. A love that no one can match. Situation has it so I’m moving on. I guess this is the end of the line for us. JC and I kinda getting to know each other more each . I’m still not so sure if this will work but heck I guess well see.

Debt

one of our aftershift meeting where we gave out certificates to thetop sellers of the week.

PICTURES

Me and Chris, Chris and I. Hmmm? will it work? Nah...just hanging by a moment.

IM SO FUCKIN UNHAPPY!!! could have been out 10th month. God give me a reason to still believe in this crap.