i hate the rain

malakas ang ulan sa labas kaya tambay muna ko dito sa blog ko, i dnt know whats with the rain but i really dont like it, when it rains, it bring a deep feeling of despondent. A downward force that pulls, and drowns me to the pictures of the past that i would want burried. Prospects were bleak. makes a river of tears flow in the window of my souls.

As rain comes with a strong wind, sa sobrang lakas it brings me to a certain level of desperation, Recklessness arising from despair pushing me to do things i never wanna do ever again. Sana tumigil na ang ulan, madness takes over as it continues to pour, nakakabaliw, as i pray for it to stop, lalong lumalakas. Ano nga ba ang meron sa ulan? hayy naku... so kaka ever, o cia, tulog na nga ako. this could be the effect of too much coffee and no sleep. eeek!