I can’t express how angry! I am right now and the sad thing is i can’t do anything about it, all i can do is nod, smile and pretend that i dont give a damn, shit! Fuck everyone! Fuck them all. I dont care if it’s me and me alone against the world. when all of them has turn their back on me,when all has messed up the account we have worked hard for, when all of them has lied on my face that they are not doing it! I dont care if you have befriend the ones that i despise, i dont care if I lost a friend, i dont care at all! Shit! such a waste of trust and friendship, so much for being close, perhaps weve shared so many happy times that it has come to a point where everything is just unbearable, or should I say this is the kind where you are my friend in good times and when the going gets tough you are on your own. So much lies and deception, I see that, don’t think that I didn’t. The simple remarks, the simple eye to eye contacts, the simple nods. Only those that hide means they have done something wrong. So don’t hide it from me. I will move on and you will see. One thing is i will make sure im not the one empty handed in the end. We’ll see. I hate you bestfriend!