I feel like a shit today, didnt get enough sleep at all, boss Jay and Long took off back to US earlier, I feel a bit emotional whenever I think that they’re gonna be gone for sometime again. Em gonna miss those two for sure, theyre like my physically big brothers yet childish at most time.

I miss Herb too, its been sometime that I wrote, I feel bad for opening a lot of emotions sometimes here in my blog cause it always ends up as disaster anyways. There I was proclaiming how I love Herb and how our relationship wont bend, yet I am here again alone.

I have like over a hundred people under my wings and most of them had become a friend to me, work wise, I guess Im a credible adviser. But when they come for love advises, I definitely dont wanna mess with that for mine myself is a mess.


I recently went out dating a couple of cuties yet all just seems to not be working.

Im so lame I swear. aarrrggghhhh