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Bday Pics

Pom baby Maurice

I initially named him Gabby for Gabriel. But my mom wants him named Maurice so Maurice it is. Cute!!!

My birthdays is coming. I feel so lonely. Im gonna be a year older again and yet has accomplished nothing. I just hope and pray that I get a baby this year and my own toy dog. Something that I can focus on and could give me happiness. Something to give my life direction and worth. I have not been doinggood lately, frustrations with job, family, friends and relationship kicking in. This isnt good at all. I feel like a candle burning and is nearing its root, the light i have given aint even enough to lead myself to the right path. all there is are tears of pain and suffering. I feel that i am unable to focus, so inefficient at work and so incable of loving and be loved.

This was the pics taken last year.
I dont even remember what i wished for when I blew the candle, and whatever it was, I dont think it came true this year. I think I wrote it on my blog last year but unfortunately my birthday blog was deleted.

The man who has loved me and never left me even on my darkest moments. I'll always be beautiful in my fathers eyes. Love you Papa!