momentary madness

its so funny how ever good you try to be, one mistake you make could change your whole world. if only i could bring back time. if only.

im so not in the mood?!

someone is in big trouble! she woke me up, kept me up , and then for what? just to let me know that hey my head aches and i cant make it?! arrghgh...!

Things to do :

*Me and Jen would wanna go to Bulacan and visit Barasoain Curch, when? I dont know. Perhaps in the near future.
*Me and Jen wants to go to Baguio, when? in two months I guess.
*Me and Jen wants to visit my province, Bicol, when? when given 3 days off in a row.
*Me and Jen would want to go on a food galore, when? when we stop thinking that were fat.
*mmm...whatelse?

i opened my internet browser and saw at the main page top 10 gifts for fathers day.i suddenly remembered my father and tears flooded. I hope hes proud of me wherever he is. i cant imagine it been more than a year since he left us. i cant help but think what ifs. if he was here, i would have bought something for himthis fathers day. its so funny how we take people dear to us for granted and miss them so much that it breaks your heart into tiny pieces when they have left you. i miss my father a lot. and if there is something, i hope he is proud of me.