Antipolo Team Get Together

I cant contain how i feel right now, its like a volcano na gustong sumabog sa tuwa ant sama ng loob, knowing that i love someone so much. someone sensitive enough who understands me, someone whos always there to comfort me, someone whose there loving me.

Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ang gulo ng tadhana, to even have let us meet at the wrong time. Minsan Im thinking what the heck, i love him and he loves me and thats what matters. pero most of the time, it hurts so bad to know that i cant even meet him in public, it seems like isa itong napakagandang pakiramdam na di maaaring malaman ng ibang tao. Who should i please, myself or people around me? I want to be happy, I want us to be happy. I really want it, i think im going crazy right now. I cant even contain my tears.

My friend doesnt agree with this realtionship, my family wont aswell kapag nalaman nila. same with his situation. Hes got kids to protect and a wife to hide it to. but how can something so wrong feels so right? I swear to God Ive never felt this before with my exs. I dnt want to lose him now, God knows I cant lose him now or cause hindi ko kakayanin. Hindi.

I would rather lose myself inlove than to lose him and stand upon what people are expecting of me, he made me believe that i can love again inspite of all the hardships of my past and my kakulangan as a woman. I dnt care what other people would say, basta nandyan sya sa tabi ko.

Hindi rin maalis sa sarili ko ang sobrang selos and takot knowing that anytime I could lose him when his wife goes fort and reconcile to keep the family together. All i can say is hindi ko kayang mawala sya sakin ngayon, hinding hindi. Lord, I know i have not been in contact with you lately but please, please, please. I cant lose him. I just cant.

when fate locks the door, i went through the window and found you, a broken soul same as mine, together we become one. with strings attached, im glad to accept.
as rules separates us miles apart, thy heart would be just a minute away, if id be alowed to have someone, id still pick you amogst everyone. i may not touch you when i want to, nor hold your hands in public as we walk, but now i love you and you love me, thats what matters, im not letting you go.