the sweetest crime

I'll stay a while till the water clears
Locked in the prison of life, long enough to feel
All the pain brought to life by intoxication
Sealed, lost, alone, where do I go from here?

I've bet on fire with no hesitations
Not knowing until when or where this will lead
No doubts with the emotions I'm feelin'
With you is where I wanna be even if I'm the other

Should I care what other people will think?
Should I be persuaded and forfeit the game
Should I keep asking for mercy and understanding?
NO!, I wont let their belief suppress my being

With the blood in my nails I run
The smell of the crime lingers, I know I should pay
But heck!!! Love gives me the right to prove and say
As I am the other,with proud I would say out loud

I dont wanna wait in vain for your love

I need to feel somethin real...i need to hold on and believe that love will still come my way
I cant keep on being the OTHER WOMAN, waiting for a spare love, a stolen moment
I've tried so hard to tell myself that its all a dream, a fantasy created by a fool like me
That time will come and you'll be mine, without any one to share you with, mine, mine alone

I've waited long enough, made myself a dirt, a disgrace in the eye of a this obscure society
Its time to move on, search for a road to take, alone, I dont wanna wait in vain for you love
I wont run back, i wont cry...I'm all cried out after 50,000 tears ive cried, the smoke is clear
A love I thought would never end, bet on fire, got burned...I learned the hard way.

I AM BEAUTIFUL, I AM STRONG, I Can Make IT!